06-10-2009 Tuesday. I hate my life ........

Why my mothers never try to know me? Only know scold me at all? I hate my life …… I will not talk to her anymore, expect her apologize with me. It doesn’t matter anymore, I willing live with alone..... How you all treat me now, How I will treat you in future……….

02-10-2009 Friday. Result release @@

Today morning, Duck woke me up and ask me want go to college take result or not? After I heard the news, I immediately go take a bath >< Kok How ask me go to school as fast as possible, but when I reached there. He told me he already going back… LOL?

When on the way going to school, my mood is oppressive because I worry my Malaysia Studies will fail…. After I get my result I was happy with my result, because my Malaysia Studies passed. But I had little bit disappointed because I estimated I will get 3 A but I only get 2A…. Whatever, I already get a good result. xD

After take result, Lemon, Duck and me went to Klcc watched “accident”. The papaya always doesn’t hang out with us. She really is a 负心汉…. Erm, This movie not bad, but very oppressive and I think the dialog no more than 500 words. Someone is slept in the cinema, the stranger sit beside duck. Haha… Our class after take result, a lot people went back home directly and some of my classmates haven’t get the result also …..

I think clubbing activities had been canceled ><. So, me and duck planning tomorrow want go to where? Waiting duck sms me ><

This is my result:
Financial accounting A+
Cost accounting B+
Intro to business A-
Macroeconomics B-
General language training B
Malaysia Studies C

CGPA: 3.12

30-09-2009 Wednesday. I felt that I have changed already

Tonight, me Boon Guan, Woo Wei and Ah Zhen from (CIB) took dinner together at Steven’s Corner. Although I had a sore throat, but I still eat spicy and fried food at there also. It’s not my fault, and it leave me no choice. But to eat, haha! After that, we went to WCG play Dota (Lan Game).

I’m really disappointed, after I knew the bad news. I felt that I have changed already, always like to make fun of people, quarrel with lecture and so on… I didn’t know why, I will like to do that also? Maybe because that?

29-09-2009 Tuesday. Finally, I've done the model kit...

Lastly, I had bought those needed batteries from a shop which is located to our college. Each of the battery cost only Rm6, cheap cheap……
But, I have a bit regret that I bought those batteries jor. It’s because, the batteries can’t be used. >.<” … I think, it’s because the design have a little bit of mistake. Harshly, I felt sad and disappointed that time… Not but not least, I had done arranged my model kit without using batteries! Finally ! ! ! It looks nice also geh, without applying batteries. Haha……..xD

Tonight, I feel very tired and sleepy. But I didn’t sleep also at last… If it’s not after 1 a.m. I will not sleep lo. Time is gold ? Haha… I wasted my time on facebook ^^

27-09-2009 Sunday. At Kuala Lumpur now ......

I have reach to KL already… When I’m back, the first thing I wanted to do is assembly my Gundam model kit. I don’t dare to bring it back to my hometown, because my mother will scold me again for that …..

Do you know, what happened during this holiday?

Once I back to my hometown, when my friends or family saw me they will say “Balihou or Hao and you have gone fat? Honestly, I really lazy answering them. I was once again been said, by many people that I’m fat ! >.<
Should I keep fit? I think so… HAHA…. Last Saturday, my family and I went to the Penang and then, the next day to Ipoh.
Mostly, in the afternoon I will go to cyber café play LAN GAMES eg: (Dota and counter strike) At night, I also got hang out and “yam cha” with my friends…

Last Saturday, my friend and I went to the Taiping to watch a movie named “G Force”. This movie is quite funny and cute… The perfect gateway is not bad either. it have it’s own climate too.

I had spent a bomb(MONEY) during this holiday... Besides, I also bought a T-shirt and a pair of slippers. They are both in green colour.

During this holiday, I had decided something. “Everything will be okay and I hope it’s a new beginning for me ………..

21-09-2009 Monday. Everything is fine now ^^

What I've done? What I did? In your heart, I am your friend or I am a tool? I think in your heart, I am a tool more than friend...... Sadness .........

16-09-2009 Thursday.

Today, I went to a new restaurant took lunch. The restaurant is located in our college name “Land Cafe”. Food quality normal, cheap and a good environment…….
After class, I rush back to home, because I very expectance to see my Gundam. Finally, I had received my Gundam, I had been wait 2months… I cannot assembly because I need back hometown on tomorrow, I will assembly after I back KL…………
Oh,oh,oh balik kampung…………………….. Selamat Hari Raya ………. Tomorrow after macroeconomics class, I need to go back hometown. Miss my hometown brother so much ><
I should try to forget, but there is something left in my head………

I will stop write this blog for 1 week because my house internet cut already…….. I lazy go to cc write blog because it so weird .

15-09-2009 Tuesday. Decided........

Today, break time Lemon, Carmen and I went to KLCC bought 1901hotdog. First time ate 1901hotdog, but it really delicious. We plan after our exam result release, we will go to “Heaven” celebrate. HAHA… I’m waiting my “GUNDAM Model Kit.”

Came back from college, I felt sleepy but I didn’t take a short nap, because I worry tonight I will insomnia. Sitting in front of computer playing “大老二.” HAHA…… I was happy after I had listened the news. ><>

You and I chatted quite a long time. From the chat, you had said “xxx xxxxxx.” I get what you mean… I hope everything will be fine after today ………….

14-09-2009 Monday. A boring day..........

Although I can sleep as well as today, but I still cannot accept you have a boyfriend already. Again and again and again my intuition tells me, that you doesn’t have any boyfriend. But it’s fine for me, I will find something to do. This is just the only way for me to not let myself keep thinking of you. Nobody accompany me for lunch today, so I order the “Pizza Hut”. The whole afternoon, I sat in front of the computer finding new songs and to download it… Moreover, I’ve done all homework tonight.Hope that, everything will be fine after tomorrow. “Just time passes can only help me to forget about it“.

13-09-2009 Sunday, Sad and Dissapointed Sunday

I have sent you a text message, and you asked me what I meant inside. I have tell you the truth, but you still does not believe what I said. Those words are kept in my heart and brain, finally I have the brave to tell you. But, you told me. It was so weird and can’t believe. Still, I’m happy that I told you the truth that kept in my heart for so long. Besides, I’m sad too because you said that you have boyfriend already. And you ask me, “are you ok”? Then, I pretend to answer back you “why not”? Sometimes, I regret that I’ve ask you because if I didn’t, at least I can lie myself for the day.
Actually, I really doesn’t believe that you have boyfriend already. Because my intuition tells me, that you doesn’t have any boyfriend. But guest, why I’ll feel like that?
Although I had told you the truth, but I didnt regret what I said. I hope everything will be fine after today. I wish you best of the luck and happy always. “Just time passes will only can help me forget about it. “

12-09-2009 Saturday. A normal day....

Why yesterday you did not reply me in sms, phone and xx? I’m sad… Are you avoiding me? Or you are busy? I’m sorry; I can’t understand your mind. I would give some reasons to lying myself to get feel better.
Today I awake at 11.30am…Nothing to do, my brain is still thinking of you. Today I take lunch and dinner alone… Tonight you ask me, my msn personal massage is mean who? Is you lo…You said it impossible and did not believe that. Actually, you really don’t know or pretending don’t know? I really cannot understand you… Once I chat with you, the feel so “don’t know how to describe”. Tonight, I’m happy. Thank you...

11-09-2009 Friday. I am missing you so much .........

Today after class, I hang out with friends. Carmen, duck and I went to pavilion watched “WHERE GOT GHOST”. The movie quite funny… We went to Emperor Q take lunch. It delicious but a little bit expensive. HAHA... After that we were shopping around there. After that, Carmen and duck are went back home, but I went to Sungai Wang met my sister. I take dinner at Pak Hailam, Laksa is very delicious, the taste almost same with my grandmother… I was thinking if you are beside me, laugh together, enjoy the movie together and enjoy the food together; don't know how wonderful this is…Bought a new Levi's jean, HAHA, The old jeans made me uncomfortable…

Although today is a nice day. It will be more perfect if you are beside me. I am missing you everyday “一日不见, 如隔三秋”. I would like to share my joys and sorrows with you.

You made me no have confidence again ... My heart is worrying again...... Sadness !

10-09-2009 Thursday. A boring night ....

Today afternoon, duck and I take lunch at a restaurant near SEGI COLLEGE. We called a dish of "don’t know what what fried squid and prawn" the taste not bad, HAHA... The macroeconomics class of today are quite funny, relax and happy. 11.30pm already, I haven’t finished my business communication homework >< … Tomorrow after class, my friends and I are going to watch “WHERE GOT GHOST”. Miss grill chilis so much… Yummy Yummy…

Why you always did not reply me in xxx and xxx? Are you busy? I can’t understand you… Missing You... I'm happy I can help you... This is my pleasure! I will always beside you . XD

09-09-2009 Wednesday. A happy and dissapointed day....

I'm back ...
Early morning, I was confusing and sitting in the classroom waiting for Mr.Tony start the lesson of today. Suddenly a girl passed by me and I felt that she is familiar, I said "Hi" to her. When she looking at me, "OH MY GOD" she is the girl from PHILIPPINES. I was very shy. HAHA... She is a beautiful and sexy girl. So attractive >.>
I was wondering to know why you shown that ? I hope that what you had shown is true... After I knew, my heart and brain are stop guessing and worrying. Finally, I can sleep in peace... I felt disappointed because something had canceled two times. Need to wait again, again and again......
I really can't read your brain. I still need sometimes to know and understand you. I hope I can sleep as well today , I hate insomnia ......

26-08-2009 星期三 半日游。。。

今天的第一堂课是 fundamental of management，Mr.Tony Leong 叫我们。一开始我以为他很凶的，原来他是多么幽默，风趣的老师。 哈哈。。。 我想他会叫我Bali = = ... 很高兴的我们收到了一封信息，下午的 business math 取消叻。kok how他们都会去 time square看戏，我们也是。然后全部就一起。。。 我们看了一部很恶心的戏，Orphan... 虽然看不成laughing gor 但orphan 也不错啦。 哈哈。 看戏完，papaya，duck和我都去逛街，逛到7点才回，很累叻。。。。。。。 回到家，马上睡觉了 哈哈！ Today was a nice day. ^^

25-08-2009 星期二 今天回到学校了。。。 哈哈！！！

今天早上第一堂课是Bahasa Melayu，很闷啦。但那个lecture不错咯，他说了一句'awak tolong saya, saya tolong awak'. 我很喜欢这样的老师。 10点就放我们走了。。。还得我们全部傻傻的。 第二堂课是financial accounting 2咯， 一个年轻，高大的老师教我们>< 我很想念Lim Gaik Hong 啊～～～～～ 但新来的老师蛮有责任的，我担心的是一个月后他会露出狐狸尾巴。。。。 像那个Mr.vijaya sekar 一个月后就露出狐狸尾巴了。。。今晚，我们打算明天去看 laughing gor 的。。。 希望那个papaya不要不舒服。。。 哈哈～～～～～～

24-08-2009 星期一 明天开学了。。。

今天很普通的过咯。下午都是，在玩玩Restaurant City。吃完晚餐，我的钱包只剩下RM7 哈哈。。。这个月很穷叻。。。。 今天看了一部很废的戏咯，最佳女婿周星驰，张学友，莫少聪 演的，很好笑叻。 今天晚上觉得很高兴应该是明天要开学了呱？。。。。。

23-08-2009 星期日 明天开学了！

今天收到一个好消息咯。我的同学他去了学校拿了最新的时间表。真的很感谢他。。。 今天下午吃了午饭后，我的钱包剩下RM1.5，蛮多的。。。懒惰去按钱 = =。 今天看了，千王之王很好笑也很废 哈哈！！！今天心里觉得特别不安，也特别的累。。。不够睡啊？ = = 还是反着某些事？ 不多说了啦，没心情写。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

22-08-2009 星期六 假期快到尾声了。。。

假期快到尾声了，我该高兴还是难过？今天我的同学告诉我，我们DIBA班的时间表有变。这个星期一要去学校拿新的时间表，如果当天没上课，够力去那边为了一张新的时间表。。。 今天我的心情很乱咯，唉！！！今天要好好珍惜哦，因为明天不可迟迟睡了，因为星期要去开学了。。。今晚终于有机会跟DUCK喝PAPAYA聊天了。很久没这样咯。。。PAPAYA 看了不要说我重色轻友了。。。。T___________T