15-09-2009 Tuesday. Decided........

Today, break time Lemon, Carmen and I went to KLCC bought 1901hotdog. First time ate 1901hotdog, but it really delicious. We plan after our exam result release, we will go to “Heaven” celebrate. HAHA… I’m waiting my “GUNDAM Model Kit.”

Came back from college, I felt sleepy but I didn’t take a short nap, because I worry tonight I will insomnia. Sitting in front of computer playing “大老二.” HAHA…… I was happy after I had listened the news. ><>

You and I chatted quite a long time. From the chat, you had said “xxx xxxxxx.” I get what you mean… I hope everything will be fine after today ………….

14-09-2009 Monday. A boring day..........

Although I can sleep as well as today, but I still cannot accept you have a boyfriend already. Again and again and again my intuition tells me, that you doesn’t have any boyfriend. But it’s fine for me, I will find something to do. This is just the only way for me to not let myself keep thinking of you. Nobody accompany me for lunch today, so I order the “Pizza Hut”. The whole afternoon, I sat in front of the computer finding new songs and to download it… Moreover, I’ve done all homework tonight.Hope that, everything will be fine after tomorrow. “Just time passes can only help me to forget about it“.

13-09-2009 Sunday, Sad and Dissapointed Sunday

I have sent you a text message, and you asked me what I meant inside. I have tell you the truth, but you still does not believe what I said. Those words are kept in my heart and brain, finally I have the brave to tell you. But, you told me. It was so weird and can’t believe. Still, I’m happy that I told you the truth that kept in my heart for so long. Besides, I’m sad too because you said that you have boyfriend already. And you ask me, “are you ok”? Then, I pretend to answer back you “why not”? Sometimes, I regret that I’ve ask you because if I didn’t, at least I can lie myself for the day.
Actually, I really doesn’t believe that you have boyfriend already. Because my intuition tells me, that you doesn’t have any boyfriend. But guest, why I’ll feel like that?
Although I had told you the truth, but I didnt regret what I said. I hope everything will be fine after today. I wish you best of the luck and happy always. “Just time passes will only can help me forget about it. “

12-09-2009 Saturday. A normal day....

Why yesterday you did not reply me in sms, phone and xx? I’m sad… Are you avoiding me? Or you are busy? I’m sorry; I can’t understand your mind. I would give some reasons to lying myself to get feel better.
Today I awake at 11.30am…Nothing to do, my brain is still thinking of you. Today I take lunch and dinner alone… Tonight you ask me, my msn personal massage is mean who? Is you lo…You said it impossible and did not believe that. Actually, you really don’t know or pretending don’t know? I really cannot understand you… Once I chat with you, the feel so “don’t know how to describe”. Tonight, I’m happy. Thank you...

11-09-2009 Friday. I am missing you so much .........

Today after class, I hang out with friends. Carmen, duck and I went to pavilion watched “WHERE GOT GHOST”. The movie quite funny… We went to Emperor Q take lunch. It delicious but a little bit expensive. HAHA... After that we were shopping around there. After that, Carmen and duck are went back home, but I went to Sungai Wang met my sister. I take dinner at Pak Hailam, Laksa is very delicious, the taste almost same with my grandmother… I was thinking if you are beside me, laugh together, enjoy the movie together and enjoy the food together; don't know how wonderful this is…Bought a new Levi's jean, HAHA, The old jeans made me uncomfortable…

Although today is a nice day. It will be more perfect if you are beside me. I am missing you everyday “一日不见, 如隔三秋”. I would like to share my joys and sorrows with you.

You made me no have confidence again ... My heart is worrying again...... Sadness !

10-09-2009 Thursday. A boring night ....

Today afternoon, duck and I take lunch at a restaurant near SEGI COLLEGE. We called a dish of "don’t know what what fried squid and prawn" the taste not bad, HAHA... The macroeconomics class of today are quite funny, relax and happy. 11.30pm already, I haven’t finished my business communication homework >< … Tomorrow after class, my friends and I are going to watch “WHERE GOT GHOST”. Miss grill chilis so much… Yummy Yummy…

Why you always did not reply me in xxx and xxx? Are you busy? I can’t understand you… Missing You... I'm happy I can help you... This is my pleasure! I will always beside you . XD

09-09-2009 Wednesday. A happy and dissapointed day....

I'm back ...
Early morning, I was confusing and sitting in the classroom waiting for Mr.Tony start the lesson of today. Suddenly a girl passed by me and I felt that she is familiar, I said "Hi" to her. When she looking at me, "OH MY GOD" she is the girl from PHILIPPINES. I was very shy. HAHA... She is a beautiful and sexy girl. So attractive >.>
I was wondering to know why you shown that ? I hope that what you had shown is true... After I knew, my heart and brain are stop guessing and worrying. Finally, I can sleep in peace... I felt disappointed because something had canceled two times. Need to wait again, again and again......
I really can't read your brain. I still need sometimes to know and understand you. I hope I can sleep as well today , I hate insomnia ......